This is a tale.A tale of a girl falling in love for the first time.A girl who never thought loving could feel that way.A love that shrouds her with passion,yearn and nostalgia.A love that makes her want to stop the world just to make the love last for forever.A love that makes her want to forget any feelings she have just so she may be shrouded in the love for eternity.
Let me take you to the journey of this love.
Here's a diary of her telling the story:
19.09.2023
In 2021,i heard a very interesting thing.A boy was missing from our school and everyone's been looking for him but has no clue where he is.He was last seen with a friend of him named Ariq.His mother was searching for him worryingly everywhere.My brother also started searching for him.Even more interesting part is he turns out to be a cousin of my classmate nusaiba.:c I found this whole lost and found case funny :D
Years later,he was invited today.Knowing his story of getting lost i kind of wanted to get to know him.He seemed okay.I talked a lot with aunty and she is so sweet.I adressed him as my brother and he seemed irritated haha¡as we were the same age.He and my brother were having so much fun and i was kinda jealous of them.Nusaiba was also at here but we didn't really exchanged any thoughtful words because she was sick:"(.However It was a fun day as i like people's company.I sometimes think i enjoy way elder's people's company than of my age.
22.09.2023
It was raining outside.I heard people talking at the living room.I peaked through the curtain and saw my brother and him.I felt the urge to join them.Without thinking much I asked them if i could join and without their approval i joined anyway hehe.We talked a lot and laughed a lot.He seemed like an interesting person.I didn't feel we met just a day ago.It felt i have known him for ages.We started playing armwrestle and he said i have strength lol. It's pretty ironic because my arms are weak:D.We started planning on going to watch a movie. we picked 27 for the movie dayout
27.09.2023
I was getting ready when i heard him talking.I went to say Hi to him and he did something.Something that touched a part of something in me that i thought didnt exist for me.He "saw" me. I probably mistook him being surprised seeing me in that attire but i can't really forget how he looked at me.Anyway the movie wasn't fun.Watching it with the people i adore made it fun.I got home from coaching and found him at my house.We talked a lot lot.We were being silly and having deep conversations back and forth.He was so close to me then i noticed he has nice hair.I got the urge of playing with his hair.When he left i couldn't but think about the time we spent together.
03.10.2023
We started talking over WhatsApp yesterday.His whatsapp profile picture is so silly.He has those silly stickers whicj makes me laugh the way he uses them.We mostly talk silly stuff.I am starting to have so much fun when i talk to him.We talk almost all the day and night.We exchanged our socials.He called me a celebrity because I have around 300 followers lol.He always wears black and I told him i wanted to see him in colors.I am now very excited to see if he wears colors tomorrow or not.
04.10.2023
He wore color today.We were walking and talking and he asked how he looked i said he looks handsome and he said he already knows he's handsome.It made me laugh for which reason i don't know.We walk together home and We talk a lot,We make fun of each other adoringly.He drinks smc a lot.He has a cartoon of smc in his house.
06.10.2023
He didn't come online
today.I think he's
grounded.I just realized his company feels warm to me.He makes me laugh.He is so goofy.It makes him so cute.I may be kind of missing him right now.Some days ago we noticed a shop named bubu dubu and he saved my number with that name.He is so cute.The other day i gave him a pen and he treasured it like it was something so expensive.His friend broke the pen and he started mourning as if he lost his one leg.:^v
It made me feel special.
08.10.2023
I don't know what is wrong with me.I am entering a life i was excited about but i can't feel any excitement in me.I can't stop thinking about him.What is going on with me.Why is his presence and absence affecting me?Do i like him? No no no that can't be real.I am losing my mind.
12.10.2023
We were walking home from coaching.I bought ballons from the street and after a while he started bothering me with the ballons in a cutesy way.He started laughing and continued bothering me.I was acting as if i was irritated.Little does he know I wished time would stop in that moment.I wished everything would disappear and there would be existence of nothing but he and I.In that moment,I felt something in my stomach i couldn't tell what but i was sure it was warm,peaceful,fearful.I never thought someone's smile can make me euphoric.I never thought life could feel so beautiful.
15.10.2023
I am really confused about what is actually happening with me.Why he's starting to mean so much to me?We just finished talking today.He challenged me i can't kiss him.I think i can:3
16.10.202
I have done something today which i never thought i would be able to do.I kissed him.I kissed HIM.I KISSED HIM.I kissed him on his right cheek.
Everyone forgot me.HE didn't.My name on his mouth felt like a soft sunray that kisses you on a winter evening.He saw me.I wasn't invisible to him.He kissed me BACK.He kissed ME back.He KISSED me back.HE kissed me back.on my forehead.I felt dizzy,i felt like throwing up,i felt this all was happening in my dream.
That is how he and I became WE.WE walked into the thing called love with each other,carefully choosing our steps.WE became each other's.WE became happiness,WE became sadness,WE became EVERYTHING for each other.